January 2, 2016

In Memory of Mario Emmanuel


Today its 5 years since Emmanuel had gone from our lives, leave a vacuum a place that can never be filled by anyone else. Today we as a family attended the mass, and prayed for our son, and then I went to work for few hours; David and Dorothy told me to come directly to the cemetery in the afternoon, so that we can pay homage to our child, light candles and put some flowers with love and gratitude.

Visiting the cemetery is not a joyful experience at all, and for me it’s very depressing as it reminds me of my child who is no more; despite all this I agreed to join them. Today there was also death of an elderly person in our parish; so David rushed for the funeral, leaving us at home.


I believe that Death is an important reminder for me; as it helps me make choices that are life giving and also keeps me grounded that one day I too must leave this earth and what I have done with my life will matter the most.

Today as I feel sad on one side about my son; I am also happy that Emmanuel has now become an experience of faith, hope and courage. Emmanuel will continue to be part of our smiles, kind deeds, whenever we show love, care, concern at each other… he will live in our memory constantly reminding us that earth is not a permanent place for any one… and it’s the small little deeds in  life that matters the most.


“In the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years.”

8 comments:

  1. I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling, Angela. I hear you though and feel with you. In a few days it will be five years since I lost my Mom and each day I feel the pain. But as you beautifully put it, we become stronger from what we've lost.

    Hugs and love to you. God bless your loving heart.

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  2. Thanks vidya for being here... hearing so much about your mom through your blog posts, it definitely must be very hurting to believe that she is no more now... yes we become stronger and we keep them alive in us and take the lessons given to us.. thanks again, hugs to you

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  3. Genevieve I am sorry I am coming very late to your post on the memory of your beautiful son Emmanuel and the anniversary of his death. May his memory continue to live in joy and sadness smiles and tears. If I was there I would lay a beautiful rose in honour of him ��

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    1. Susan:) don't worry about coming late. I am glad you are here and thanks for your wishes, Yes Susan He will remain alive in everything I do bringing meaning and purpose to my existence. Thanks for the honour.. am sure my son is smiling from above listening to your desire of placing a rose. .. love and hugs to you !!

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  4. Oh dear friend, a very moving post.. It touches me deeply to read it and also to see how you live with it. He will always be in your mind and in your heart. Sending you and you loved ones lots of warm thoughts and hugs.

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    1. Thanks Eli - thats so kind of you, appreciate you for being here and your words strengthens me from within and feel the warmth bringing me comfort and peace, thanks dear :)

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  5. This post tugged at my heart. The memories of your son will always be in your heart because those who touch our lives .... stay in our hearts forever. A big Hug to you Genevive! You are a strong woman!

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    1. Thanks Shilpa ! I am so glad to have you here and thanks for the compliment. I feel so privileged and good to hear from you, love and hugs to shilpa !!

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